The arrangement sets a scene, and my voice is the hand in yours, guiding you through it. Even though the album was virtually complete, I still had to draw my vocal performances out of me, and, as much as possible, I tried not to think about it, to give myself less opportunity to doubt myself.
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Many mornings, I’d wake to the sound of the rain - a sound that used to be so lovely and soothing, but that now filled me with dread. I’d try to steal just a few more seconds of bed warmth before tiptoeing to the basement to check for water.
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Through all these chaotic weeks, we did absolutely no work on my album, and I felt like there was a cloud following me, the guilt of doing nothing. We had only barely gotten started. It wouldn’t be impossible to just drop it. I started to wonder if maybe I was done making releases. But it was such a heartbreaking thought.
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As self-employed people in this fickle music industry, we assumed we would live in an apartment forever, and never have the luxury of owning our own home.
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There are quite a few women who hate being pregnant, and they’ll try to convince you that people like me don’t exist, but oh, I do. I was terribly romantic about the whole thing - creating life, carrying this precious little soul inside my belly, never being alone.
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In the end, I feel like the album I’m making would have pleased a lot of these judges. The songs are so much fuller now, there are little hooks everywhere, and there is no lack of impact anywhere. I am undoubtedly making my best work right now. But I’m still not trying to conquer the world…
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The feeling of self-sufficiency was so wonderful. It gave me this little flame of confidence - I might not be the greatest live performer or the most excellent singer, but now I felt I had a sort of life-raft under me that most musicians don’t have.
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I’m so excited about this record. I feel like I’ve heard so much different music, from so many different time periods, and I haven’t heard anything that sounds like this.
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